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I could feel it spreading through me like a heat rash — my stomach twisted, my throat tightened, and my pulse quickened. I tried my usual coping mechanisms of deep breaths, visualization, and repeated mantras. I was in a battle with my own mind — logic was trying to prevail, but panic was winning by a landslide.

I was 2,500 feet underground with nothing more than a kerosene lamp.

Cave Connection, Sagada, Philippines

Somehow, I had let do it again. First, she convinced me to jump out of a plane 14,000 feet above Earth. This time, she had talked me into going beneath it, deep in the web of caves that lie beneath Sagada. The “Cave Connection” is an epic 3-4 hour underground journey that takes brave spelunkers between the famous Lumiang and Sumaguing Caves, and strikes fear into the heart of the claustrophobic, the still-afraid-of-the-dark, and the generally-prone-to-panic. I am all three of those things.

I am also, unfortunately, very easily talked into things — call it a product of being a Yes Girl.

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Stacked Coffins, Sagada, Philippines

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Stacked Coffins, Sagada, Philippines

My anxiety levels had been fluctuating throughout the day — high when we signed up, lessening throughout the short but sunny walk to the starting point, even lower as we fascinated about the stacked coffins at the mouth of the cave, and then right back up again as I watched on of our two guides struggle for forty-five minutes to light the lone kerosene lamp we were taking. When we inquired for the first time if we had any backup lamps or torches, we were met with a giggle. The second time, we got a smile. The third time, they admitted that there was no backup light whatsoever.

So, great then! Let’s just submit ourselves to the possibility of feeling our way for several hours through a narrow cave network in total darkness, shall we?

Cave Connection, Sagada, Philippines

We had started out slow, getting used to the slipperiness of the cool rocks, the repelling backwards down rocks, the squeezing of shoulders sideways to slip through narrow passages. We were now picking up speed, but I was still busy fighting off anxiety. As we slid down a particularly deep and vertical passage I realized that there was no turning back, an I wondered how I would survive hours of what felt like a low-grade, walking anxiety attack.

How had I gotten myself into this?

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Sagada Caves, Philippines

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Heather kept up small talk with the guides, and I felt myself being calmed by the casual tone of their voices and laughs. The openings in the cave started getting a bit larger, and I grew used to the rhythm of our path. My mantras (I am adventurous, I am physically capable, this will all be over by tonight….) started to wiggle into my consciousness, and I felt my tensed jawline start to slack.

Somewhere deep with the Earth, I started to enjoy myself.

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Sagada Caves, Philippines

Cave Connection, Sagada, Philippines

I cannot even begin to imagine how the convoluted route we took was discovered. At times, we squeezed through passages so tiny that they made me think this trip should come with a weight requirement, while at others we trekked across underground rooms so large they felt like cathedrals. In a few places, we used ropes to rappel downwards. In others, we used a human elevator — stepping on the legs and shoulders of our guides and being catapulted upwards.

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Sagada Caves, Philippines

Sagada Caves, Philippines

As we started to approach Sumaguing Cave, we took off our shoes to avoid soaking them in the increasingly present pools of water. At times we were trudging through knee-deep, and I tried to remember if I had ever seen any Discovery Channel specials on Filipino Underground Cave Snakes — but I came up empty.

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Cave Connection, Sagada, Philippines

Cave Connection, Sagada, Philippines

After so many hours of isolation, we were surprised to see the flashes of others’ headlamps and hear the sounds of others’ voices. We were nearing the mouth of the cave, where less insane adventurous tourists popped in to see the famous stalactite and stalagmite formations. We took our time enjoying the beautiful designs of nature, and marveling at what we had just done. Our guides were very excited to tell us that we were some of the fastest customers they had had, completing the entire route in just 2.5 hours!

I had just one thing to say to that: fear is a great motivator.

Sagada Caves, Philippines

Sagada Caves, Philippines

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Traveling in Sagada

As we emerged into the daylight I was so grateful, once again, that Heather had talked me into something I didn’t want to do. The Cave Connection had tapped into some of my greatest phobias, but I had conquered it. I truly believe that it’s important to do one thing every day that scares you — sometimes it’s just harder than others to put into practice.

Have you ever gone spelunking? Would you sign up for the Cave Connection?

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66 Comments...
  • Lindsey
    May 23 2013

    Ahhhhh how did I not know about this? I too would be absolutely freaking out at the beginning but it looks so breathtakingly surreal. Amazing!
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    • Meihoukai
      May 24 2013

      We read about it in Lonely Planet and it was actually quite easy to arrange. There’s a local guiding association and considering the remoteness of the location they were very professional!

      • I’ve always wanted to visit Sagada! Seeing your lovely photos certainly solidified that desire. What local guiding association would you recommend and how did you get to Sagada?
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        • Meihoukai
          July 7 2016

          Hey Dia! I got to Sagada by jeepney from Banaue. There is just one local guiding association, everyone in town will point you there!

  • Lena
    May 24 2013

    Meihoukai, that looks amazing!! You’ve inspired me once again!

    • Meihoukai
      May 24 2013

      Thanks Lena! What a sweet comment šŸ™‚

  • Ailene
    May 24 2013

    Wow, what an experience. And beautiful photos as always! šŸ™‚ I’m a Filipino and I’ve always wanted to do this. I’m still summoning enough courage to take this challenge on.

    • Meihoukai
      May 24 2013

      Best of luck in conquering it! It will be there waiting for you when you’re ready šŸ™‚

  • Stephen Jones
    May 24 2013

    Wow! This looks fantastic! What an experience it must have been! I daresay you’re probably more brave than I am!
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    • Meihoukai
      May 24 2013

      Ha, I can’t decide if I’m a wimp who’s easily talked into things or just a slightly hesitant adrenaline junkie šŸ™‚

  • Shaun
    May 24 2013

    I’d sign up in a heartbeat. Those rock formations are amazing how could you not want to go all the way?

    I bet the water was pretty cold, lol.

    • Meihoukai
      May 25 2013

      It definitely was chilly…. but I was more concerned about what might be living in there! Ha.

  • Lisa T
    May 24 2013

    Wow!! Really really brave to do this!

    • Meihoukai
      May 25 2013

      Ha… I didn’t feel brave at the time! But thank you šŸ™‚

  • Jade
    May 24 2013

    This looks incredible! You always seem to find the most adventurous adventures!
    I got a little scared going in the Cu Chi tunnels in Vietnam so I may fair the same as you did! The larger caves though- that would be fun.
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    • Meihoukai
      May 25 2013

      The Cu Chi tunnels were definitely intimidating…. if I had thought about that before I signed on for this I might not have gone through with it!

  • Creepy and badass! I must know, were flip flops the recommended footwear for this activity??
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    • Meihoukai
      May 25 2013

      Ha, well the guides went barefoot! We asked if we should wear trainers and they actually said no, as they can be slippery and get wet. So they recommended athletic sandals, which we didn’t have — flip flops were the next best thing!

  • Matthew Karsten
    May 25 2013

    Who needs backup lights when you can just flash your way through the darkness with your cameras?

    Although that would still be pretty creepy… who knows what ancient subterranean creatures might appear in front of you when the flash goes off!

    Sounds like the script for a good cheesy horror flick. šŸ™‚

    • Meihoukai
      May 25 2013

      Believe me, I thought about that camera flash when I was trying to fight off panic! I have used that as a way to find my way back to my bungalow on an island with no electricity at night!

  • Lucy
    May 25 2013

    Wow, that looks incredible ā€“ though your post will be the nearest I get, even the thought of being that closed in makes my palms go sweaty!
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    • Meihoukai
      May 25 2013

      Thanks Lucy! Glad I could give you a little peek into the scarier side šŸ™‚

  • Sarah Somewhere
    May 26 2013

    Scarey stuff! I can completely relate to the mind taking over and imagining the worst! Good on you for pushing through and not letting it control you!!
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    • Meihoukai
      May 28 2013

      Thanks Sarah! I’ve had lots of practice with using mind control to quell my anxiety… but of course a situation like this is kind of mental thunderdome! Maybe as you know now with skydiving šŸ™‚

  • Melanie Fontaine
    May 26 2013

    This definitely looks like an adventure! I remember going on a cave trip like this on a class trip in sixth grade – I wasn’t feeling anxious about it back then, but nowadays I’m not so sure anymore: I have fears now that never would have occured to me when I’m twelve!

    I’m loving your ‘Yes Girl’ attitude. It’s something I try to incorporate in my life as well and one of the best philosophies to live by! šŸ™‚

    xx
    Melanie
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    • Meihoukai
      May 28 2013

      It’s amazing how fearless children are, isn’t it? I remember skiing when I was a kid and just FLYING down those hills! Now I’m terrified when I’m on the slopes!

  • Amy
    May 27 2013

    Wow, this looks scary but exciting! I love the fact that you’re giving us all these great ideas for things to do in the Philippines when we visit. How much does it cost to do the cave connection tour?
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    • Meihoukai
      May 28 2013

      Hi Amy, sorry I spaced and didn’t include that very vital info! Just go to the SAGGAS office and they have printed prices for all the tours in the area, which is so helpful. For the Cave Connection it’s 800 pesos for one person, and for any number more than one it’s 400 per person. Hope that helps!

  • TammyOnTheMove
    May 28 2013

    This looks like so much fun! But I can understand that you felt a bit claustrophobic at first. Love the fact you are wearing your flip flops. šŸ˜‰
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    • Meihoukai
      May 28 2013

      I have worn flip flops for a shocking number of adventure activities around Southeast Asia…. do as the guides do, I say šŸ™‚

  • Kristen Noelle
    June 3 2013

    You ladies are looking so happy, adventurous, and fit!! Truly looks like an amazing experience… scary, yes, but most times the scariest things make for the best memories.

    • Meihoukai
      June 4 2013

      Okay, you win top commenter of the year for calling us fit šŸ™‚ Joking aside, I agree — pushing our limits is what makes us better and braver people!

  • Jessica
    June 13 2013

    Hi Meihoukai! I absobloodylutely enjoy reading your travel stories, especially those that feature my home country, the Philippines. It’s more fun in the Philippines! šŸ™‚ Thank you for including it in your travel list. Have a safe and fun travel always! šŸ™‚

    • Meihoukai
      June 14 2013

      Thanks Jessica! I really enjoyed The Philippines. Thanks for reading!

  • Anna Li
    July 23 2013

    Wow! I’ve never heard of this place in Sagada! Now I’m thinking of visiting it some time next year. Thank you for writing about this. I’m glad you liked your stay here in the Philippines. =)

    ~ Your new reader Li XD
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    • Meihoukai
      July 23 2013

      Thanks Anna Li! Glad I could introduce you to something new in your own country — a country I loved so much šŸ™‚

  • Kay
    September 23 2013

    Wow! Been reading a lot of entries in your blog and noticed something you do consistently: you take really amazing photos! And what? You’re using only a point and shoot camera?! Awesome!!

    • Meihoukai
      September 25 2013

      Actually, I alternate between a point and shoot and my dSLR! Check out my Gear and Products page for more info šŸ™‚

  • Wow! That’s amazing and I envy you! I’m aware that the caves of Sagada are beautiful but I never heard about the Cave Connection before. Would you mind if I put a link to your article from my blog post? I already wrote about Sagada and I’d just like to tell my readers about this wonderful article that you wrote if they want to know more about the Cave Connection.

    Hoping to hear from you soon!
    Dee
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  • Joshua Berida
    January 5 2014

    Did the same last 2012 with a group of friends. Awesome experience, did you go to Pongas or Bomod-Ok Falls during your visit to Sagada?
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    • Meihoukai
      January 5 2014

      Sadly we didn’t! We had limited time in Sagada… well, in the Philippines on the whole. So we had to prioritize!

  • Ian
    April 6 2014

    Meihoukai, I was in your position back in 2011 when we did cave connection. It seems that this adventure is not the more popular one among the tourist because it was really scary.. I had a buddy with me and a tour guide. The very first approach to the lower part of the entrance began to send creepy feelings to my spine. By the time we were on for 10 minutes, my anxiety, OCD, panic, paranoia and claustrophobia has taken over my body hahaha. It was like, why did I had to do this, it was such a nightmare, only that it was real. I seriously asked the guide “can we just please go back to the entrance?” hahaha, but I thought the trek can only be done in one-way, no turning back especially that reverse rappelling thing. I will never do this again for the rest of my life. But hey, the BEST part of the experience is when the 3 hour tour was over. That very second that we approached the exit was simply the life-changing experience any person would like to have. It was so amazing to breathe again normally after what I just went through. In short, I have conquered my fear LOL. Thank you for sharing this on your site.

    • Meihoukai
      April 6 2014

      Yup, it’s a very intense experience! I’m really glad Heather pushed me to do it though there were a few moments of panic in there! Glad you had an overall good experience as well!

  • albert
    June 30 2014

    I’m very much happy to read blog about Sagada of the Philippines from foreign blogger. Three year ago, I considered Sagada cave connection as my adventure of my lifetime…More power to you…

    • Meihoukai
      July 2 2014

      Thanks Albert! It was one of the highlights of the Philippines for me! You have a beautiful country.

  • gareth
    July 3 2014

    now that’s one hell of a write up, enjoyed reading your article šŸ™‚ im glad that you visited our office (SAGGAS) thank you for sharing photos and the experience almost all of our guests felt.

    • Meihoukai
      July 3 2014

      Thank you Gareth! The office was great and made us confident in finding a guide. Keep up the good work!

  • Jello
    August 22 2014

    How could I be a Filipino and still not experience this side of our country? Ha! Thanks for showing (me) the world how beautiful Sagada can be. Hope to see you back on our shores sometime in the future! :))
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    • Meihoukai
      August 25 2014

      Don’t feel bad, it’s a pretty big country šŸ™‚ It’s also a beautiful one!

  • Martina
    September 23 2014

    WOW. The Philippines just jumped several places on my (admitted very long) to-go list. I love caves, but I’ve never been in one so long or deep before!! That sounds absolutely incredible. Was it warm so deep underground? Was it wet from the limestone formations or mostly dry? Any animals down there? Sorry for all the questions haha.
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    • Meihoukai
      September 24 2014

      Hey Martina! This was a while ago now and I have a horrible memory (part of the reason I started blogging!) but from what I remember it was pretty wet down there. No animals though! Just us humans šŸ™‚ It was a super cool experience and I’m glad Heather talked me into it!

  • Marni
    October 19 2014

    Just reading about your experience and seeing your pictures was enough to make me forget to breathe. I am far too claustrophobic to even think about attempting this, although your fabulous pictures make it look extremely appealing. You are incredibly brave!!!

    • Meihoukai
      October 22 2014

      I’m very glad Heather talked me into it šŸ™‚ Not sure I would have made it otherwise!

  • Steve
    November 28 2014

    I live in Sagada; I’ve spent a fair bit of time in the caves and I have a lot of friends among the guides. They are always supposed to have backup lights, quite irresponsible to not have them. I hope that isn’t becoming a regular thing, would be good for the guide groups to check more closely.

    • Meihoukai
      November 28 2014

      At the time we definitely shrugged and said, “When in the Philippines!” But you are right, it would certainly be best to have backups šŸ™‚

  • Krish
    November 28 2014

    I did cave connection with my lil bro in 2010. As soon as we got settled in Sagada, we signed up for it- but had absolutely no idea what we were in for. Since we were from nearby Baguio City, the guide assumed our feet and legs won’t be so new to the physical demands of Cave Connection. He was correct to assume that- but what we weren’t prepared for was the darkness and leeeeeeength of the journey! Haha. After that, I vowed never to do it again. It was fun, but a once in a lifetime activity for me! Oh and yes- we did it under 3 hours too! Welcome to the Hall of Fame! haha!

    • Meihoukai
      November 28 2014

      Nice work! I was surprised and relieved by our three hour time — I don’t know if I would have enjoyed being down there two more full hours!

  • Xuan Quynh
    May 19 2015

    nice journey <3 . I will come there in this summer šŸ˜›

  • kathi
    November 1 2015

    Wow ! Can you tell me where i can book this?

    • Meihoukai
      November 2 2015

      I’m sorry, I don’t recall the name, but it was an association of cave guides. Any hotel or guesthouse can point you there. Good luck!